Friday, July 31, 2015

90 Day Diet - Day 49

I woke up this morning and started my day with nachos & leftovers.

- chips & cheese
- chow mien 
- 2 cupcakes
- nations cheeseburger 
- fries
- mini beefy ques
- cheesy gordita crunch from Taco Bell

Thursday, July 30, 2015

90 Day Diet - Day 48

It's my Friday !!! I really want to go jogging this weekend but I don't. I think I'm stuck in a rut. 

- cream puff 
- Reese's cups
- 10 chicken nuggets
- small fries 
- nibbles of ribs
- taro milk tea 

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

90 Day Diet - Day 47

It's hump day! So far I'm only working one day this week so I feel really rested. 

- crappy cheesesteak sandwich
- Reese's cups king size
- fruit punch
- cheesepuffs 
- spicy beef ramen
- large boba iced tea 

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

90 Day Diet - Day 46

Enjoying my day off!  The only downside, it's super hot and the heat makes me feel fat. 

- peanut butter & honey sandwich 
- chicken curry
- peanuts
- taro milk tea w/ boba
- chips & cheese
- candy bar

Monday, July 27, 2015

Ding Dong The Witch Is Dead

My life has changed again.

This past month I ended a relationship with somebody who I really admired, one of my comedy idols.

I can't do unhealthy friendships anymore.  For me, I bring trust, faith, loyalty, honesty, laughter and some other great qualities to a friendship. 

I can't do lies, selfishness, self-centeredness, and that other self serving bullshit. 

I guess that's why I'm so guarded and rarely let anyone in anymore.  Don't get me wrong, I'm not jaded by failed friendships and I still very much believe in the goodness of people, I just finally stopped taking everything for face value.  

Really, the only way to get to know somebody is by spending time with them, which is why I think so many marriages don't work out, because like friendships, you really don't know someone until you've seen their good side and bad side.

I think idols are important because they remind us of the people we want to be & as it turns out, I was looking up to the wrong person all this time, so now it's time for me to be the person I've always looked up to and be my own hero, minus all the bullshit.


90 Day Diet - Day 45

Today is hot as fuck. I'm still feeling full from last night. 

- muffin
- Oreo cookie bites (which by the way, is turning my shit black)
- spicy ramen w/ beef
- large Thai tea w/ boba

Sunday, July 26, 2015

90 Day Diet - Day 44

Wow, what a hellish week at work, I'm so glad I have the next couple of days off. 

- cheeseburger & fries
- corn dog
- mini Oreo bites 

Oh girl, she went to the buffet today and she's even going to try to list all the food she ate.